“Sir, Mam has just reached home.” I nodded and he left the room. The smoke in the room was just fading into my brain.

I saw her today and my body is still consuming her. Her eyes pierced and cold fell upon me with disdain that cuts deeper than any blade as if she didn't want my sight.

Her words on her tongue were just like daggers which bled my heart and I deserve this. I am the sole reason for everything, I have to be the bearer of all pain.

She stood in front of me being all confident about everything was the best thing. But her that one tear which fell from her eye broke everything in me. I couldn’t speak after that and I just walked off from there.

Every tear from her beautiful eyes was just because of me and it was a testament to my failure. I don’t know how I will compensate. But I will. This battle is going to be a tough one and I will make sure that chooses me by showing her how much I love her and that I would not repeat any shit, I once did.